Tuesday, December 9, 2025

REVIEW: The Lilac People by Milo Todd


Synopsis

For readers of All the Light We Cannot See and In Memoriam, a moving and deeply humane story about a trans man who must relinquish the freedoms of prewar Berlin to survive first the Nazis then the Allies while protecting the ones he loves.

In 1932 Berlin, Bertie, a trans man, and his friends spend carefree nights at the Eldorado Club, the epicenter of Berlin's thriving queer community. An employee of the renowned Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld at the Institute of Sexual Science, Bertie works to improve queer rights in Germany and beyond, but everything changes when Hitler rises to power. The institute is raided, the Eldorado is shuttered, and queer people are rounded up. Bertie barely escapes with his girlfriend, Sofie, to a nearby farm. There they take on the identities of an elderly couple and live for more than a decade in isolation.

In the final days of the war, with their freedom in sight, Bertie and Sofie find a young trans man collapsed on their property, still dressed in Holocaust prison clothes. They vow to protect him—not from the Nazis, but from the Allied forces who are arresting queer prisoners while liberating the rest of the country. Ironically, as the Allies' vise grip closes on Bertie and his family, their only salvation becomes fleeing to the United States.

Brimming with hope, resilience, and the enduring power of community, The Lilac People tells an extraordinary story inspired by real events and recovers an occluded moment of trans history.

Format 303 pages, Hardcover
Published April 29, 2025 by Counterpoint
ISBN 9781640097032 (ISBN10: 1640097031)


About the Author

Milo Todd is a Massachusetts Cultural Council grantee and a Lambda Literary Fellow. His work has appeared in Slice Magazine and elsewhere. He is co-editor in chief of Foglifter Journal and teaches creative writing to queer and trans adults.

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My Thoughts

The Lilac People is a powerful, haunting novel based on real events, offering a fictionalized account of the persecution of the LGBTQ community during the rise of the Nazi regime in 1930s Germany. After roughly fifteen years of unprecedented freedom—following centuries of oppression—the community once again finds itself in grave danger as fascism tightens its grip.

At the heart of the story is Bertie, a trans man working at Berlin’s famed Institute of Sexual Science under Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld, a pioneering sexologist and advocate. When he isn’t assisting at the Institute, Bertie spends his nights at the Eldorado Club—dancing, drinking, and commiserating with friends in a space where the LGBTQ community can finally breathe. But as the Nazis gain power, those safe spaces dissolve, and the people who once lived openly and vibrantly become direct targets of hatred and violence.

Though the author adjusts the real-world timeline, the narrative centers on Bertie and his girlfriend Sofie as they flee following a brutal attack on the Institute during the Night of the Long Knives. The chaos and terror of that event—during which as many as a thousand were murdered and many more arrested or sent to Dachau—is vividly rendered. The pair take refuge on a rural farm, eventually adopting the identities of its former residents in a desperate bid for survival.

The novel also confronts a lesser-known and devastating truth: liberation from the concentration camps did not bring freedom for everyone. American forces, too, sought out and arrested gay and trans individuals, continuing the persecution long after the camps were liberated. It is a sobering reminder of how deeply rooted these injustices are—and how shamefully they were perpetuated by even the liberators.

Todd writes with empathy and nuance, crafting characters who feel real, vulnerable, and deeply human. Through Bertie, Sofie, and later Karl, readers gain a clearer understanding of the pain, fear, resilience, and hope experienced by many in the LGBTQ community during this era.

Five words: shameful, heartbreaking, haunting, illuminating, tender

My final word: I found The Lilac People both enlightening and emotionally gripping. It illuminated a part of Nazi history I had not previously known, and it left me reflecting on humanity’s capacity for cruelty—and our responsibility to do better. The story lingers long after the final page, leaving me hopeful that we can still pull ourselves out of the moral tailspin we so often seem caught in, even as I worry about whether we will.

Warnings/Triggers:
Violence, depictions of sexual assault and exploitation, smoking, drinking, genocide






My Rating: 







The Cerebral Girl is a middle-aged blogger just digging her way out from under a mountain of books in the deep south of Florida.

I received a copy of this book to review through BookBrowse in exchange for my honest opinion. I was not financially compensated in any way, and the opinions expressed are my own and based on my observations while reading this novel. 

Monday, December 8, 2025

TLC BOOK TOURS AND REVIEW: The Last Letter of Rachel Ellsworth by Barbara O'Neal


Synopsis

Two women overcoming past traumas embark on a healing journey across continents in a novel about friendship, family, and rediscovery by the USA Today bestselling author of When We Believed in Mermaids.

Recently and abruptly divorced Veronica Barrington is anxious for a new direction when she answers a listing for a travel companion. It’s from Mariah Ellsworth, a young woman adjusting to an injury that ended her Olympic career. She’s also grieving her mother, Rachel, a lauded food writer, and Mariah aims to trace the steps of her mother’s final, unfinished project so she can heal and also honor the woman she misses.

Veronica seizes on the opportunity to experience with Mariah the culture, traditions, and intoxicating aromas of Parsi cafés throughout London, Paris, Morocco, and India. Accompanied by a former war photographer who has a wounded history of his own, and with just Rachel’s letters to guide them, the quest is a chance to not only close a chapter in life but also begin a new one.

Following the letters one by one—each a clue to an illuminating mystery—Veronica and Mariah must face the painful and beautiful challenges of freeing themselves from the dark shadows of the past. Together, far from home, they can find the light.

Format 377 pages, Paperback
Published July 29, 2025 by Lake Union Publishing
ISBN 9781662514937 (ISBN10: 166251493X)


About the Author

Barbara O’Neal is the author of more than a dozen award-winning, bestselling novels, including the runaway bestseller, When We Believed in Mermaids, which has been published in 21 countries and spent many months on both the most sold and most read Amazon Charts, as well as the Wall Street Journal, USA Today, and Washington Post bestseller lists. Barbara is an avid traveler and passionate cook, and discovered the Oregon coast on a pandemic-era trip with her husband. She now lives on that rocky, moody coast in a quirky beach house and writes her books from a room overlooking the sea. She lives with her British husband, who has promised to never lose his accent, and their cats and dogs.

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My Thoughts

The Last Letter of Rachel Ellsworth
was my introduction to Barbara O’Neal’s writing, and I was immediately swept away by the story she crafted. This beautifully layered novel follows two women at very different phases of their lives—each with her own ambitions, wounds, and desires—who find themselves unexpectedly intertwined as they work to rebuild the broken pieces of their worlds.

Veronica is reeling after a painful divorce that cost her nearly everything she cherished. With her grown children busy forging their own paths, she is left searching for purpose and a sense of direction. In this vulnerable moment, she stumbles across a wanted ad seeking a travel companion and assistant. Answering it leads her to Mariah, a young former Olympic champion skier trying to outrun trauma of her own.

Mariah, still grieving the loss of both her mother and her athletic career in the same devastating moment, feels unmoored and unsure of how to begin again. She chooses to start by finishing her mother’s book on Parisian cafes across Europe. When a family emergency prevents her aunt from accompanying her, Mariah needs someone who can help with both the physical demands of travel and the day-to-day tasks of organizing notes and keeping the project moving forward.

Joining them is Henry, a longtime family friend who has been a steady father figure in Mariah’s life—and who carries his own emotional scars. Sparks soon begin to fly between him and Veronica. As they journey together, Mariah’s aunt sends Veronica a series of letters written by Mariah’s mother, Rachel, during her youthful travels across Europe, Asia, and North Africa. These letters become a trail of clues, drawing the trio along Rachel’s footsteps and deepening the mystery of what happened all those years ago.

Their travels through London, Paris, Morocco, and India strengthen their bonds and begin to heal long-held wounds. Mariah and Veronica both slowly reclaim parts of themselves they feared were lost forever—Mariah finding comfort in Veronica’s nurturing presence, and Veronica rediscovering her own vitality in the bustle of unfamiliar cities, new flavors, and the sensory richness of Parisian cafes.

Five words: stimulating, vulnerable, mysterious, heartfelt, layered

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My final word: I truly loved this book! O’Neal’s writing moves me in a way few authors do. Her descriptions of Morocco and India—rich with color, scent, and texture—made me want to cook alongside the characters. Bun maska, fragrant lassis and biryanis, quiche, chai, even fruits less common in the U.S. like tamarind—I wanted to taste everything right along with them. The characters felt real and well developed (even if Mariah could be abrasive at times), and their emotional arcs were satisfying and heartfelt.

I’m already eager to dive into more of Barbara O’Neal’s work. This book was a delight from beginning to end.

Warnings and Triggers:
Depicts a shooting and minor sexual situations







My Rating:





The Cerebral Girl is a middle-aged blogger just digging her way out from under a mountain of books in the deep south of Florida.

I received a copy of this book to review through TLC Book Tours and the publisher, in exchange for my honest opinion. I was not financially compensated in any way, and the opinions expressed are my own and based on my observations while reading this novel.

Monday, November 3, 2025

REVIEW: The Bone Thief by Vanessa Lillie

 Synopsis

When a Native teenager vanishes from her small town—a place with dark ties to an elite historical society—archaeologist Syd Walker is called to investigate...from bestselling author Vanessa Lillie.

In the hours before dawn at a local summer camp, Bureau of Indian Affairs archaeologist Syd Walker receives an alarming call: newly discovered skeletal remains have been stolen. Not only have bones gone missing, but a Native teen girl has disappeared near the camp, and law enforcement dismisses her family's fears.

As Syd investigates both crimes, she's drawn into a world of privileged campers and their wealthy parents—most of them members of the Founders Society, an exclusive club whose members trace their lineage to the first colonists and claim ancestral rights to the land, despite fierce objections from the local tribal community. And it's not the first time something—or someone—has gone missing from the camp.

The deeper Syd digs, the more she realizes these aren't isolated incidents. A pattern of disappearances stretches back generations, all leading to the Founders Society's doorstep. But exposing the truth means confronting not just the town's most powerful families, but also a legacy of violence that refuses to stay buried.

From the national bestselling author of Blood Sisters (a Washington Post Best Mystery of the Year and Target Book Club pick) comes a new Syd Walker novel that proves the sins of the past are destined to repeat until the truth is finally unearthed.

Format 384 pages, Hardcover
Published October 28, 2025 by Berkley
ISBN 9780593550144 (ISBN10: 0593550145)

About the Author

Vanessa Lillie is the USA Today bestselling author of Blood Sisters, a new series centered on the stories of Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls, which was a Target Book Club pick and GMA Book Club Buzz Pick, as well as a best mystery of the year from the Washington Post, Amazon Editor’s and Reader’s Digest. The sequel, The Bone Thief, will be out October 28, 2025.

Her other thrillers are Little Voices, For the Best and she’s the creator and coauthor of the # 1 Audible Charts bestseller and International Thriller Writers award-nominated, Young Rich Widows, set in Providence, RI where she lives, with the Audible Original sequel Desperate Deadly Widows and print edition recently released.

Originally from Miami, Oklahoma, she is a proud citizen of the Cherokee Nation. Vanessa wrote a weekly column for the Providence Journal about her experiences during the first year of the pandemic. She hosts an Instagram Live show, ‘Twas the Night Before Book Launch, where she chats with authors the night before their book is out in the world.

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My Thoughts

Syd Walker works with the Bureau of Indian Affairs, having recently stepped into the role vacated by her former boss, Bud Russell, who retired six months earlier. When suspected tribal remains are discovered at Camp Quahog, Syd takes it upon herself to investigate—sneaking onto the property and uncovering what appears to be a troubling pattern of mishandled ancestral remains. As she digs deeper, the mystery expands to include a missing local reservation girl, pulling Syd into a web of secrets and unsettling discoveries.

The story starts out strong and held my attention for the most part. It’s one of those novels that clearly builds on characters from earlier books, and since I hadn’t read those, I often felt like I was missing parts of the emotional or narrative context. The book spends a fair amount of time filling in that backstory, which unfortunately slows the pace of the main mystery.

As the novel progresses, the writing feels uneven. Some chapters flow well, while others—particularly one near the end—read as if they were written by someone else entirely. That section felt especially stilted and rushed, full of repetitive “I did this” and “I did that” phrasing. It stripped away the atmosphere and nuance, leaving the chapter feeling bone thin and sparse, without much flesh on the story’s framework.

Five words: mysterious, ambitious, lacking, implausible, promising

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My final word:

I appreciate what the author was aiming for—a blend of mystery, cultural tension, and social commentary—but the execution didn’t quite land for me. The premise, while intriguing, starts to stretch credibility as the story unfolds. What began as a grounded investigation eventually veered into territory that felt improbable and, at times, outright preposterous. It reminded me a bit of the movie Antebellum—ambitious in concept but collapsing under the weight of its own ideas.

Overall, The Bone Thief was just okay. The first half was far more engaging, while the second half descended into implausibility. I went in with higher hopes than this book was able to meet.

Trigger warnings:
Violence, murder, racism







My Rating:
(Rounded up from 3.75 stars)





The Cerebral Girl is a middle-aged blogger just digging her way out from under a mountain of books in the deep south of Florida.

Disclosure:

I received a copy of this book to review through the BookBrowse First Impressions program, in exchange for my honest opinion. I was not financially compensated in any way, and the opinions expressed are my own and based on my observations while reading this novel. The book that I received was an uncorrected proof, and quotes could differ from the final release.

Monday, August 18, 2025

FIRST IMPRESSION: The Last Letter of Rachel Ellsworth by Barbara O'Neal


The Last Letter of Rachel Ellsworth is my first introduction to Barbara O’Neal’s writing. Even just a third of the way through the novel, I find myself completely immersed in its world of loss, discovery, and the healing power of food and travel.

The story is told through the journeys of two women. Mariah, once a rising Olympic snowboarder, finds her life upended not only by the end of her athletic career but also by the devastating loss of her mother, Rachel. Grief-stricken and adrift, she struggles with nightmares and uncertainty until her aunt suggests she take up Rachel’s unfinished culinary project—a book exploring the rich history of Parsi cafés.

Parallel to Mariah’s story is that of Veronica, a middle-aged woman reeling from divorce and searching for a sense of renewal. When she comes across an advertisement for a traveling companion, she embraces it with surprising enthusiasm. What follows is an exhilarating journey through London, Paris, Morocco, and India that reinvigorates her through new cultures, flavors, and connections.

O’Neal’s gift lies in her ability to create characters who feel both flawed and deeply human. Mariah, Veronica, and Henry—Rachel’s longtime friend and a former war photographer—carry their own burdens, but together they form an unlikely trio bound by grief, curiosity, and the late Rachel’s letters. As they unravel the mystery she has left behind, they also find themselves.

There is a richness to this novel that goes beyond its plot. O’Neal’s prose is infused with sensory detail—the aromas of unfamiliar spices, the beauty of unfamiliar landscapes—that makes the journey feel vivid and alive. Reading it has made me want to cook alongside the characters, turning the story into a fully immersive experience.

So far, The Last Letter of Rachel Ellsworth is shaping up to be a moving and nourishing novel—one that speaks to the resilience of the human spirit, the complexities of love and family, and the transformative power of adventure. I cannot wait to see where O’Neal takes these characters next.

I'll do a full review after I finish the book.


The Cerebral Girl is a middle-aged blogger just digging her way out from under a mountain of books in the deep south of Florida.

I received a copy of this book through TLC Book Tours and the publisher, in exchange for my honest opinion and first impression. I was not financially compensated in any way, and the opinions expressed are my own and based on my observations while reading this novel.

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

QUICK REVIEW: Mental Exercises for Dogs by Susan Swanson


Synopsis

Do you feel overwhelmed by the behavior of your energetic dog?

Have you ever wished that your dog would obey commands, stay calm and be the perfect companion in every situation?

Do your dog's signs of stress and anxiety make you anxious?

🐶🐶🐶 If the answer is "YES", then read on because this is the book you have been looking for! 🐶🐶🐶

I get it. Dealing with an energetic dog who never seems to get tired, especially with just the basic exercises, can be nerve-wracking. Perhaps you've tried to train your dog using common sense and personal experience, only to find that he still won't listen or remains problematic. You may not know where your dog came from or how he was treated in his early years. Perhaps past training mistakes have left their mark , making corrections seem more daunting as time goes on.

You're not alone in this challenge. But here's the good there is a way to engage your dog's mind and keep him mentally happy and calm. "Mental Exercises for Dogs" is the solution you've been looking for!

👉 FOR ABSOLUTE BEGINNERS! EVEN IF YOU'VE NEVER OWNED A DOG BEFORE, THIS STEP-BY-STEP GUIDE WILL GIVE YOU REAL, LASTING RESULTS!

⭐⭐⭐ As you read this book, you'll discover: ⭐⭐⭐

✔️ COMPREHENSIVE Dive into effective and proven training techniques curated by a professional dog trainer.

✔️ EARLY & LATE Whether you're starting with a puppy or an adult dog with a history of behavioral problems, you'll find strategies tailored to each stage.

✔️ STAY IN Learn to manage large breeds or particularly energetic dogs to ensure the safety of the elderly or children around them.

✔️ STEP-BY-STEP Follow detailed, easy-to-understand steps for each workout.

✔️ PROFESSIONAL You will benefit from the experience of a professional trainer who has dedicated his life to dogs and has taken his dogs to the highest levels of international competition.

✔️ BUILD STRONG Techniques that focus not just on obedience, but on creating an enduring bond between you and your furry companion.

👉 Imagine walking into a café or a friend's house with your dog at your side, obedient, calm and perfectly at ease in any situation. Imagine the nods of approval, the compliments and the sense of pride that comes from knowing you've given your dog the best training to ensure both his and your happiness.

Now this dream can become your reality. "Mental Exercises for Dogs" is the tool that will bridge the gap between chaos and calm. Thanks to the techniques explained in this book, you can now take your dog with you wherever you go and share every moment of your day with him. Are you ready for this transformational journey?

🐕🐕🐕 IMMERSE YOURSELF IN A WORLD OF EFFECTIVE DOG TRAINING. 


My Thoughts

I wanted to like this book. I have three dogs and would love to learn some tricks to challenge them. Unfortunately, I found it wanting. While it may be a good fit for some who are new to dogs, most of this book just covers the basics of obedience training taught in any introductory class and basic tricks like "Shake", and then just dabbles in things like an introduction to agility training. Additionally, the book would have benefited from a good proofreader, as it is riddled with typos and grammatical errors that I found a distraction (even the synopsis says the author is a trainer who has dedicated "his" life to his dogs. Perhaps the author has opted for the pronouns he/him, but I'm guessing it is instead an error.) Overall, I found it just mediocre for anyone with any experience with dogs and basic training knowledge.

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Amazon


My Rating:






The Cerebral Girl is a middle-aged blogger just digging her way out from under a mountain of books in the deep south of Florida.

My thanks to the author for the free copy of this book in exchange for my honest opinion.